Dear Lin,
Your journey came to an end, but not the way we all were hoping and praying for. I know they say all things happen for a reason, but I have spent the last few days trying to figure out how there could possibly be one, all I feel is so many broken hearts that will never fully heal. You are so missed my friend and I hope this message gets to you.
Your love of life and acceptance of being and experiencing came through in all you did. You never ceased to show how caring and loving you were not just to your family and friends but to those you even just meet, even to the little bird that needed a rest and water on your deck.
The kids all loved you and I know you loved being with them, I know my girls adore you and always remember how welcoming and funny Ms. Linda is. They are so broken right now. You truly were the pet whisperer, Luna could not pass your house on our walks without pulling me to come visit you. I am sure Floyd, Charlie and Bobo have already found you.
Most of all I know how much you adored and loved your family. You are an amazing mom and wife. I watched as you did all to ensure that Eric gets everything he needed. You have raised an amazing young man.
I am so sorry my friend I could not have been there for you more, and I am so sorry that you had to go. You are such an amazing person. The world is so much of a sadder place without you physically here. But I have to believe that your spirit and energy will always surround those you love. I see Decorations and remember how much you loved to decorate for all the holidays, and every time I see a garden I will remember the pride you took with the placement of every plant.
I know I have to say Good Bye for now, and for the last few days I just keep thinking its surreal and I will wake up and its a bad dream, but then I realize you are truly gone. We take time for granted, I did, and I am so sorry, I wish you had more time here with your friends and family. I know I would love more time for coffee with you, and one of your stories or one of your texts. I already miss you and I am sorry if I wasn’t a better friend, but please know you are loved and are so missed.
Hugs till I see you again.
It still feels unreal and I wish it wasn't. We all miss you and think of you all the time; your amazing energy, sense of humour and kindness. I found these pictures and they made me smile. Bobo loved your visits as he knew he would get cuddles and kisses.